"I'm not sure if this is a world I belong anymore. I'm not sure if I want to wake up. If I were to say, I want to wake up. Would I wake up right now? I don't know exactly what's happened to me, and for the first time today, I don't really care. I shouldn't have to care. I shouldn't have to work this hard. I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard."------------------------ hi. I am wejdan ..